>.< working so much lately that I haven't really seen or talked to any one all summer, and its only guna get worse when I add on this second job at rite aid soon. sigh
If any one thinks I am ignori9ng them, though you probably don't care either way, then I'm sorry, I'm just so busy. and my parents still expect me to keep up with stacking wood. I believe we have... 10 quarts? sorry >.< I love you all and please don't think I don't wana talk or hang out with you. ( once again, you probably don't even knowtice) but if so, just get a hold of me and we can come up with a time to hang out, if any one did want me to, I would make time for them, most defiantly.

mew... bored bored bored. so happy i actualy have a chance to be bored XD
mew mew mew

have a nice day!!!!!!

<3 repo

its really hot out...

i don't like always making dinner.

^{i hope you know i'm sorry >.<}

40 Secrets about yourself.
Be honest no matter what.
If I tag you do it please.


- - I am really bored and have nothing better to do. Taken from Michelle from her Facebook - -



Say you marry the last person that texted you, what’s your new last name?
Brenan - not spelt right. And idk if same sex mirages are accepted here.

Think back to the last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in their arms?
three, maybe?

What are some things you do when you’re mad?
blast music, turn off my phone, paint on my wall, create something.

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in the face?
every day I am cashier >.<

When was the last time you talked to the second person tagged in this note?
havn't tagged any one yet XD

How do you feel about your hair right now?
... i want it to be bluuuuuuuuuue ;_;

What are you listening to right now?
the tv my mom forgot to turn off.

Are there any stressful situations in your life?
a few.

Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
only with one person <3

Who is the last person to send you a message on facebook?
erm, i think courtney? michelle? sam? haha idk

Are you wearing something that belongs to someone else?
a sweat shirt.

Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
ma own

When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
this morning, i barely see any of my family any more O.o so weird. haha, but we are all so much nicer to each other.

If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
in my bed sleeping... in your arms <3

Do you hate the last person you kissed?
I could never.

Would it hurt seeing the person you last kissed, kissing someone else?
please, don't do that to me?

Whose hoodie did you wear last?
nicks XD

Who would you give your life for?
1 or two ppl.

Have you ever stayed with someone because you liked their parents?
O.o thats weird...

Who have you texted today?
courtney.

Have you ever listened to music you hated just to fit in?
no way.

Who is the prettiest person you know?
merm... idk

What’s an interesting fact about you that not many people know?
10 siblings XD

What do you want to do after highschool?
hair stylist. IF ANY ONE NEEDS THEIR HAIR CUT, PLEASE, LET ME TRY?!!??!? i've cut one of my brothers hair, my hair, and nicks. so far, none are that bad I think... at least no one has said so... I hope they aren't just trying to be nice.

Do you do anything embarrassing when no one is home?
dance around to loud music in .... shh, no one is home

What was the last good news you heard?
REPO!!! can go now, I am so excited!

What is something you’ve always wanted a boy to do for you?
just to do something that throws me so off gaurd to show just how much they do pay attention and care. sounds like alot... but idt it is, just something small, that is remembered.

What do you wish you had more knowledge about?
the way things work.

What food are you craving right now?
the left over chicken fingers in the fridge : )

How old were you when you stopped believing in Santa ?
like 9-10

What are the things you’ve learned over the past year?
death isn't that bad, ppl who are mean don't matter, I have have just as much a right to be here as any one else, and human beings are destroying the world.

How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?
a good amount.

Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you’re sure they won’t tell?
i have friends i can tell things, but if i want it not to be told, I have to make sure to make it completely clear that no one else is to know.

Whose Birthday is coming up?
MINE!

Did the last person to hurt you, ever apologize?
never.

Who last made you laugh harder than you have in a long time?
Nick

Do you start the water before you get in the shower?
yea, to make it warm.

Would you ever get someones name tattooed on you?
no. everything has to end sometime.

Does your family have family picnics?
used to.

Do you know your sibling’s middle name.
.... full blood siblings.

Name something you dislike about the day you’re having?
that it was such a good day, so something as small as this makes it seem like such a big deal.

If your doctor said you were pregnant, what would you say?
I'd ask how the hell that was even possible

Could you ever be friends with someone that broke your heart?
yea. I am. You get over it.

Ever made a prank phone call?
really bad one.

Does your mom vacuum early in the morning, when you’re sleeping?
my mom doesn't vacuum, if any one does, its me or corinne.
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How many piercings do you have?
6. three in each ear.

Last song you listened to?
idr

Who is the last person you kissed?
nick.

Have you kissed them more than 20 times?
yea

Where is your biological father right now?
at his house.

Today, would you rather go back a week or go forward a week?
forward definitely.

Do you care if people talk badly about you?
i don't like letting ppl see it... but yea.

Are you happy with where you're at in life?
at the moment. sorta. i should be more up to date with my college stuff.

What would you do if the last person you kissed told you they wanted you and you only?
its happened, ... and its a guilty pleasure of mine to hope that it will always be that way.

Do you care too much, not at all or just enough?
far to much.

Are you afraid to tell your true feelings?
all ways. and not many ppl tend to find them out. i'm good at hiding them.

Have you or would you ever dye your hair a crazy color?
I do, and I love it.

Are you a sarcastic person?
very.

What color is your hair?
light brown. hopefully it will be blue again soon.

Is there anyone you want to come see you?
yea... I wants them with mission time.

Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point, and isn't around now?
a few ppl.... i've grown from it, but... still...

What if you opened your front door and saw a dead body?
giggle to myself till i realized it wasn't a joke then be slightly concerned.

Can you roll your tongue?
yea

City, beach or country?
city, lots of new places and ppl in a small area.

Do you ever wonder "what could have been"?
my mind doesn't like to shut up...

Does the future scare you?
very much.

Are you afraid of roller coasters?
a lil.... thats y i love them

Do you curse in front of your parents?
i can, but i don't really swear much at all.

How did you last injure yourself?
walking through a stream over slippery rocks, sliced open ma foot pretty good. XD

Ever walked on a roof?
yea.

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
no.

Interested in anyone at the moment?
yea.

Are you available?
no.

Do you like to make the first move?
no.

Do you hate it when people smoke around you?
yez.

What was the last thing you cried about?
... michelles answer to one of these stupid quizzes... shut up, I'm emotional.

Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
no... though he doesn't really know how much it hit me.

Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest/ fastest for?
yup. one of my bestest friends now.

Do you think the last guy/girl you kissed cares for you?
I think so, cuz they don't stop saying it. XD

Has anyone disappointed you recently?
yea.

Is there anyone that hates you right now? Does that bother you?
i'm sure there is. idk why, but yea it does.

Who did you last pinky promise with?
nick.

Are you keeping a secret right now?
always.

Will the last person you kissed and the next person you kiss be the same?
defiantly.

Where did you last fall asleep other than your bed?
for a sec on nicks couch.

Is your heart broken right now?
no. it is growing back.

Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
yea.

Do you ignore people when you're mad/upset with them?
right when it first hits me, so I can have time to calm down.

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
sorta.

Did you laugh at something today?
alot. lol

Do you know anyone that smokes weed?
alot.

Are you wasting your time on someone?
i don't think so...

Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up?
no.

Is there a difference between love and in love?
... never thought so. sounds the same to me, i didn't know there was a difference, you love some one/ in love with them, some one you really care for.

Can you recall the last time you liked someone a lot?
now.

What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on?
break up with them, take a few days to setal down, if I reason that it was a mistake, and I really want them back and them me, we'd probably get back together and forget about it.

Are you the type of person who is often in off and on relationships?
all in or not at all, only had one of those. it should have just been off.

Do you hate anyone?
never quite understood the full meaning of hate.

Are you looking for a boyfriend?
nope, have one that I am happy with.

What were you doing at 9am this morning?
sleep.

What else are you doing right now?
just this.

Are you smiling?
no

When's the last time you screamed at the top of your lungs?
good question... never really have... but I want to so bad, as a release.

Quick, what's on your middle finger?
nothing

Which is more true, boys are stupid assholes, or girls are bitchy sluts?
Girls are bitchy sluts.

Ever talked to someone that was high?
yup

How tall is the person you like? Shorter or taller?
taller than me. thank god.



was really bored... and now i just wana sleep. night yea'll.

CAN'T FREAKING WAIT TO TURN 17!!!! just seems like such an epic number. just can't wait. Only like 13 or so more days?
and i am hopefully getting contacts soon. and bleaching ma hair... so at some point it may be abl;e to return itself to its previous magnificent bluuuuuuuuuuuuuuue ^__________^


^{<3<3 -is missing some one and is sorry that she has very lil time to spend with them, but is glad its phone time!!!!-}

Once you get attached,
you always feel alone....



Mkay, so I feel really crappy. cuz i have barley hung out with any one all summer >.<
i've been working 8 hour days 5 days a week O.o. and feel so isolated from friends.
sigh.
so if you ever have some free time from your entertaining schedules and lives filled with friends, cuz you probably have some. then... you should hit me up... if you even wana deal with me.
most times i get Tuesdays and Wednesdays off, then home latest at 7 on most other days. So please if you wana hang out, tell me? ...
-feeling really isolated and alone-